all-right! its been long since i've blogged! gosh. having a serious headache which makes me feel like vomiting now. Been sitting in front of the computer and reading chain and chain and chain of sentences for 1234567 hours, trying so hard to look for a job! Right now, the most critical question which i totally have no answer at all has been constantly appearing in my mind:"what am i going to do with my life now?" every night i pray to god so the answer can drop from nowhere but it seems like my prayer is unanswered. if only all questions have difinite answers, then we wouldn't be thinking so hard for just a short and simple answer which is not worth investing so much time thinking about it. well, during my stay in malaysia, i have thought of what i wana do with my future, which is to be like anna-nicole smith..haha just kindding. i wana be a private banker where i could work for myself and be given flexible working hours. currently, there are 2 routes that i can take. If i were to take the first route, which is the working route, my aim would be to save lots of money and by the age of 21, i must obtain substantial amount of funds to invest in high-return securities. I believe that we must start young when investing shares or any form of securities because as compared to our parents or grandparents, we have a longer time horizon to recover our losses, if there is any. Lets say, you bought a unit trust at the age of 21 and ur dad bought one too but at the age of 45. unit trust is a form of passive fund where you buy and sit on it and keep as long as you want, as long as the price is not less than your cost price. By investing young, you are given an advantage over the 'oldies' because they do not have much time and money to waste as most of their money is saved for their retirement while you still have the time and youth to continue working and earn the money back. okay. enough said. my point is INVEST YOUNG! which i am definitely going to if i have the capital. next, i shall move on to my second route, which is furthering my studies. things which i must consider before furthering my studies: 1) which degree am i going to take? accounting and Finance or accounting only? 2) which school should i enter? local or overseas? 3) do i really want to continue this course? is it my really interest, if not i'll be wasting my dad's money of i were to further it. 4) my work experience will not be colourful This is the Primary route that will differentiate my pay from others. By furthering my studies, i am able to receive higher pay than those without a cert. so now by sorting out the advantages and disadvantages of different routes, i definitely want to further my studies. argh..i am like a jelly fish now..floating around with no destination in mind.
she is no stranger to the limelight and has often expressed her views on a range of issues. limelight which every celebrity wish to receive. we do know that the lime is green and it taste sour. this is what other celebrities turn to when they do not get the attention they want- they turn green and unscupulously tries to be in the spot they yearn to be. Everyobody is jealous of how comfortable she mingles in the limelight. she speaks confidently to the press with regard to her views on random issues. she tackles questions as though she has prepared the answer beforehand. but deep down inside, she know nuts about it. A good act is what she needs to bluff her way through. Proffessionalism will save her from further embarassment. The rest viewed her in awe- worshipped her like some goddess. However, there is always someone who wants to be better than her and hope that someday someone out there would be able to replace her status. someone out there that would resort to all kinds of trickery and watch her collapse into bits and pieces.
tell me why would an alien wana stay in this planet when it knows it doesn;t belong here,but tries really hard to fit in? i would name that alien an IT beaause it really looks inhuman to me. gosh those big , gigantic and weird eyes of IT, just make me wana see them more. its not the fact that its beautifully shaped until u wana keep looking at IT. Instead its ugly, and distorted till u wana keep looking at it and ponder to yourself what is exactly wrong with their eyes?! i bet IT must have thought that oh wow, so many people are staring at me.. 'it must be my beautiful pair of eyes which has attracted the humans.' hah..pls what a huge ego It got. For damn sake, go take a look at yourself in the mirror! you're really scarring the whole world and please do humanities a favor, just go back to where u belong. But before u leave, please let me take a really goodlook at you, so your image would be imprinted in my mind and if i were to ever go for a plastic surgery, i would never ask my doctor to give me those dreadful eyes of yours. In other words go get a plastic surgery before u enter this world and dun ever try soo hard to be gorgeous cause u might just give urself away just like dawn. haha. how ironic!
shall blog while waiting for my hair to dry,which will take hrs to dry..just got home frm toa payoh.i was stranded in tp interchange with my sex machine because i missed my last bus. i hate 142 service!!!! sux sux sux! last bus always end so early. so i had to walk grace hme and take a bus frm her hse..omg..i sound like i'm gg with her.. anw thanks grace!! for sponsoring me 2 bucks for my cab fare!! love u loads. went town today after my cip paper..ohh man ..gona fail bstats and cip..how?i've a great feeling that i'm gona fail all my modules..what am i gg to do?ok..enough of shit studies. Really wonder who invented studying.that guy is stuupid to have invented it. grace was unwell and so ngaim and me and grace left 1st. Tham..sorry for leaving so early. we took 143 home and on the bus she felt better and decided to go interchange with me. we walked frm macs to kfc and back to macs. we ended up eating fries dipped with ice cream.i'm so loving it. oh yah..saw adel today in town..she looks shagged and blur..haah if u're reading this cheer up! :)
haven't been studying for the pass few days..i'm so scared..sigh..went to this tatoo artist's house which is all the way at chao chu kang to see jas do her tatoo. i amost had the urge to do one on my ankle today. somehow i fear i will regret it. if i ever wana do it, i wld wana do the uv ray one. like the one that the tatoo artist has on his ankle. his room was filled with rubbish but it suits his room.hah.so happy!! finally finish doing my cip assignment after taking 4 days to figure out how to do it. shall stay at hme to study tmr.